Bitter Truth

Fate is not on my side for sure
Just when it's nearing to that first year mark
I found out the bitter truth about you
I cannot believe that I've been blinded all these time
It's really hard to accept this fact..
And I can't believe how far you have gone...
It's too much for me to know..
To handle.. to grasp.. or even just to think about it..
It ruins ur perfect image
And I am saddened by it..
I don't know why fate brings me to know this truth
But now that I think about it..
Everything make sense..
The puzzle is turning into a picture..
This bitter truth is killing me for sure
I just cannot believe it...
Whyyyyy...

A Step Further?

I always wonder.. what the future holds for me
It's been almost a year since the day that we first met
Since that moment that you caught my eyes
My feeling has not changed at all..
It grew deeper as time goes by..

So I guess we're friends now..
But then what?
I really cannot take a step further than this
To me.. it's the chasing moment forever..
Chasing for nothing that is..
I just enjoy the moment I spend with you
Although it probably means nothing to you
But it means everything to me
Just to know that you're there is already enough for me..

I'm blinded by your perfection
Though I know in reality that nobody is perfect
But you just seem to be an exception

I am pretty much stuck in this stage
We're not even close friends
We don't have many mutual friends
We don't really have any common interest
I really don't know what kept us going

Our conversation is always short and simple
And that is the furthest it could go..
Will I ever take the next step?
I really don't know
It's hard to decide now..

I guess.. let it be and let it flow..
See where time brings us
See what fate holds for me..