a single hello makes me smile, a single goodbye makes me cry.
the good thoughts are making me delusional, the bad thoughts are making me depressed.
everything about you controls my life like crazy to the point that it's too suffocating for me to even breathe.

Jealous

Jealousy..
These days I can't stop getting jealous of stupid little things
Every time you touch another person
It drives me nuts!
Everytime you hold onto someone..
I can't stand it..
I somehow wish you would do it to me, but you never!
Why? I dont know why?
You do it to everyone else but me!
I feel so jealous :(

Everytime you get close to another person
Especially that person
It annoys the hell out of me
We're all good friends
But I just can't be that one special person
I can never be that special enough
I wanna take that place.. But I can't

Do you even care about me?
What do you actually think about me..
What am I to you?
I'm really curious
DoJ I worth anything to you?
Am I someone you considered as a close friend?
Why you've never shown any sign of that
And just keep my puzzled
I want to know

We don't really have many mutual friends
Which sometimes makes it hard..
Unlike you and that other person.. sigh.
Just so jealous :(