Semester Updates

Now that it's the start of my holiday, I just realized that I have nothing to do! I haven't write in this blog as much as I did last year, so now that I have nothing to do, I'll just update everything within 1 day. Here we go with the semester updates...

March - The start of 2nd year first sem. I totally planned to work harder this sem and yes I totally failed that. At first, I went to all lectures n tutes, after a while.. I began to slack and that continues til the end of the sem. Sighh.. Anyway, so in March.. It was all pretty cool. We were thinking to go exchange to UK, but I guess regarding all the circumstances it won't happen. Oh, also started gym membership, but totally failed to go after a while. Mostly I watched drama and continue my obsession on korean things.. and practically do nothing the whole month.

April - I went to melb finally. Had a great time there.. Kinda liked someone there, but not for long. I still hope to really do good in the sem. Then I applied for my citizenship.. then end of month,, it was damn insane coz we had 3 midsems in one day!!! I really thought I'd get 0 for one of the midsem, and the one that I studied hard for,, I totally failed it. sighhh.. it was depressing.

May - Uni depressed me hell lot, esp after getting midsems back. It totally crushed my hope and dreamz. sigh. The start of this month, I met the person I like now. But the feeling wasn't strong at all back then. Then I went to sydney for my sis's grad and hm, nothing much happened I guess. By the end of the month.. I shared about my love life with a couple of friends..

June - It's a hectic month indeed. The start of the month started with my love life getting stronger. And June is the month of exam indeed. I went to the lib since the beginning of week break til the end of exam everyday from 10am-10.45pm. I think my brain was about to explode from all that. It ended with me and Jo staying over night at abacus lab on the last day of exam! What an accomplishment.. hahaha.. of course I'm thanking my study buddies Jun and Wan, and Jo as well for accompanying me for stats exam!! So many memories and crazy moments happened during those times. I'm gonna cherish it all =)

So that's the highlight of the sem. Now, outlining my perfomance in exams..

Finance - The first exam, omg.. it was literally the worst exam ever. I seriously doubt I'll pass the exam, but you know, nothing is impossible. Thankfully, I'm not the only who found it hard. So hopefully, they'll scale it up, and yeah.. I just wanna get the exemption >.<

Adv Calc - It wasn't as bad as finance, but I have to say my performance was really poor in that exam. I can't blame anyone but myself. I didn't spend enough time practising all the questions and stuff. So yeah, I just hope for the best. My internal mark should help to bring up the overall mark.

POIS - The exam was really similar to past papers. Thank God, I did all the past papers and did all the notes ^^ so yeah, it wasn't that bad, although I screw up the last question. But oh well, it was a nice break from all the exams that I've done. Although I kinda feel bad for relying 99% on the notes, but oh well. I feel happy for once in my life, after all the depression from the previous exams.

Math Stats - This subject is such a killer subject indeed! You don't know how terrified I was before the exam. After screwing up midsem, my hope for the subject is crushed to death. All I can depend on is the exam. So, I studied hard for this, well maybe not that hard.. hehehe... But I didn't go home nor sleep to study for this exam. In the end, I think it was worth it. The exam was not as bad as I thought it would be. It was pretty similar to the tutes, assignments and midsem which I wrote in my notes. So yeah, it was a nice wrap up for everything.

Now that everything is done, it's only the result that is left to go. I'm actually really scared. Esp for finance. I just hope and hope I will pass, and if miracle happens.. get the exemption? I really don't know. I think now it all depends on the scaling? sighhhhh... it really depressed me. And if I get a sup exam, I'll be in Europe... so it's like kinda impossible to go back to Perth right. Might as well redo the unit. Sighhh.. But yeah, I surrender everything to the big God up there. I've done my part, now I will just patiently wait for the outcome. I'm thankful for everything though =) okay.. what a long post it is now.. hahahaha.. it's compensating for all the missing updates this year..

Officially Missing You

I'm officially missing you

I don't know if my love is going to fade away

But right now, all I know is I'm missing you

I don't know what I like about you

But I do know that I love every part of you

Although, I haven't got the chance to know you very well yet

I know that I like you very much

I'm missing you from the deepest part of me

I can't get you out of my mind

You don't know how much I am wishing

Just to talk to you or to see you

Maybe all I can do is watch from behind

Maybe you won't even know it

But I don't care

Just to know that you are there

It filled my heart with joy

Your presence changed my life

I will strive harder

I will work harder

I will try to impress you

You are my motivation

I wanna be like you

I can't wait to see you again,

In the littlest chance I've got

I will wish and hope

That we can get to know each other better

I'm officially missing you

Lucky Day

So here I am, back in Indo.. finally! After a very long journey indeed. Although it was long, I have to admit that I've been very lucky the whole way through. It started when we arrived in Singapore for a transit. First of all, we were really hungry and were looking for a place to eat, then we remembered that there's this chicken rice place that is really nice, but we weren't sure where exactly the place is. When we walked through Orchard Rd, one of the building seems familiar and we just walked in there. We had no idea where this chicken rice place is and there were like 5 levels in that mall. So we just went up to level 1.. and somehow my instinct told me to go left from the escalator, and voila, we found the chicken rice place just by instinct. After we had lunch, I was really thirsty, but I can't be bothered to buy water. As I was saying to my sister that I was thirsty, there was a guy on the street giving out free water bottles to everyone as a promotion. So there I got free water when I was thirsty. Then, I wanted those $1 ice cream and right infront of us, there was this man who sells this ice cream. After that, we went to Takashimaya and just after we went in... it rained. But thankfully, we got in first before it rained. Going back to the airport, we were just in time to get to the MRT. It seems like everything is perfectly timed and placed.

Our flight was supposed to be at 7.05pm, by 6pm the check in counter was still closed. It seems so odd and so I thought our flight was going to be delayed. By 7 pm, the screen said that our flight was cancelled! So I thought,, wth,, did I just jinx my luck? We didn't buy travel insurance and so we thought we were gonna be stranded in the airport til the next morning. Thankfully, they covered everything and gave us hotels, transport, dinner and an early morning flight. My luck is back! It was a 5 star hotels, and we got a really nice buffet for dinner. Everything was worth it. We even got the seat that we wanted in the plane, and yeah. Thanks God for everything =)

love

I didn't know love was gna come so soon
I thought it wouldn't come again after what happened
I guess.. I was desperate?
I somehow can't live without love
I look and I search for it
I don't know what I'm going through
But it sure is pain for me

If you knew about it

You would get away from me

Maybe it's a good thing?

I'm not even sure

I know that we are not meant to be

That is until infinity

But somehow I can't let you go

I see you everyday

It somehow makes my life harder?

Thinking so much day and night

I don't even know what to say anymore

I wonder if there's a real solution to this problem

Even if there is, I know it wouldn't be easy

Sometimes I wanna give up with my life

I'm not strong enough to handle it

I'm a weak person and that I know

I do wonder how all these will end.

I just hope that I won't be hurt badly

For now, I'll just let time pass me by

Til whenever it's meant to be

I will let you go..