Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Just let me be

How can I let go of you
When you're everything to me
If I do, I will lose all of me
You've got nothing to lose, but for me it's everything
I may mean absolutely nothing to you
But you mean just absolutely everything to me
So how....... how am I suppose to do it?
I will wait however long it takes for you to accept it
That I like you.. a lot.
So please just let me be
And stop trying to fix me
Coz the more you're trying to fix me the more you're hurting me
Just take me for granted
And it's fine
Just don't leave me broken over and over again

Friday, September 18, 2015

Just a fool

I'm just a fool who foolishly love you
I'm just a fool who’s willing to conquer the world for nothing
I'm just a complete fool who cannot let you go
Even when you can’t give anything back
Even when you’re so cold to me
Even when you hurt me so much
Even when you push me away
I can’t hate you enough to let you go
Coz you’re just too good to be true
Simply perfection despite all your imperfections
I hope one day you’ll accept this fact
The fact that I’m fine even when you can’t return this love
I really hope that one day you’ll take me back as your friend

Coz only then you can erase this pain

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Why :(

Why are u hurting me like theres no tomorrow
Do you know how much your words are hurting me
Why are u doing this to me
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy……… it hurts so much L
Can you appreciate me a little bit
You always take me for granted
And it hurts
But I don’t know what to do either
I cant convince myself to let you go
Even if I can I wouldn’t know how

Or where to start

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Crushed

And u left a big hole in my heart
U crush every part of me until there’s almost nothing left
This is one thing I beg u not to do but u did it anyway
Coz maybe u simply don’t care anymore
Why do you hate me so much
Have I committed the greatest sin to you?
Why is it so wrong to love you
Everything I do is sincere
It was big and elaborate coz I want to show you how much you actually mean
That you’re worth every thoughts and time I spent for it
Yet you completely crushed me with your words
And you decide to just throw me away without taking any responsibility for what you’ve done to me
Why am I so despicable to you..
Whyyyyyyyyyyyy…… what have I done so wrong =(
Can you compromise for me? No you can’t
You always ask me why should you go out your way
My answer is.. you would if you care..
Coz you being cold is crushing me 100 times worst
And I told you so many times as well but you don’t listen!
I just wanna hate you so much
But in the end I’d just forgive you

And the pain lingers all over again