When time stands still

When the world turns around
Mine just seems to stop
The hustle and bustle of the world roams around me
But I can only feel the still moment
Cold wind and blues
Sorrow and emptiness
Longing for something that will never come
A hope that's hollow
But why does time stands still?

Sunday Blues

When you keep loving the wrong person
You begin to wonder if there's such thing as the right one
And whether it matters anymore
When you never experience what it's like to be loved back
You don't expect it anymore
You just think about giving your all to that one person
It doesn't even matter if they don't love you back
Sometimes it's enough just to know that they're happy
But ofcourse there's always more to what you want
You want to be the person that they can rely on
You want to be the person that can make them happy
You don't expect their love back, but at least..
You'd like to know that you're somewhat special
Better than ordinary friends but less than a lover
I guess somewhere in between is enough
Sometime you just need some acknowledgement
That efforts that have been put in have not gone in vain
But in reality, you just need to put up with the cold truth
And throw away all these expectations
No matter how small you think it is
Coz in the end you'll be the only one that gets hurt
Crush to the ground and suffocate
Coz many things are not meant to be
No mercy is given even when you plead, beg, and cry to the ground
And that's just the cold truth of my life..

Never Ending Love

I don't know what love is
But it surely is the weirdest and funniest thing that ever happened to me
No matter how much you've hurt me
Or how many times you've hurt me
I can't seem to hate you
And would forgive you every single time
Even without you apologising
Maybe you need to slap me in the face
So that I'd stop
So that I'd wake up from this never ending dreams
So that I'd get back to my senses
Coz it's honestly completely lost and gone
I can't comprehend any of this
But it's happening
Teach me how to hate you
Coz even when you've killed my heart and soul
I seem to still love you earnestly
Even when you've destroyed all my hopes and dreams
I'm still foolish enough to love you
This never ending love.. Is it really?

Give me one more chance

Give me one more chance
I promise I'll be good
I promise I won't be upset anymore
Even if I do, I won't show it to you
I won't bother you
I won't annoy you
I promise I'll behave
I promise I'll be better
I'll do anything for you
I'll really try my hardest
Coz this feeling is true
And I really love you
More than any words can express
Just give me one more chance

Do you know what you're doing?

And every single time

You're bringing my hopes up just to crush it a moment later
You're testing my patience
You're leaving me hanging
You're leaving my mind to wonder..
You're messing with my mind
You're unknowingly creating a mess in my life..
I guess this a reminder to keep my expectations low regardless....
Do you know what you're doing to me?
You're fkin with my mind!