Don't wanna let go

You've planted too many good memories in my mind..
How can I ever let you go?
HOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!
When I love you so much :(
Just the thought of it is driving me crazy
Only tears are running through my face atm
It's too sad to be true :(
I don't wanna leave you..
Truly the love of my life
I really can't imagine loving someone else other than you
Argh :(

Why do you exist in my life?

Why do you exist in my life?

You who literally occupies my mind 24/7
You who controls every bit of movement in my life
You who is just super damn glued to my brain
You whom I cannot forget no matter what
You who makes my heart beats 10x faster
You who makes me anxious
You who makes me curious to death
You who gives me the ultimate sadness
You who makes me cry
You who gives me the ultimate happiness
You who makes me smile
You who is literally like a drug to me

Do you know how much you're making me maddddddddddd!
I feel like I am insane at times!
I probably am!
WHY AM I ADDICTED TO YOU?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!!??!
You're not even that great
But why do I adore you so damn much

You give me the ultimate pain of my life
WHY DO U EXIST WITHIN ME?

KL!

Ruined

Just as I said it was a good memory
Everything got wiped out with this one incident
I don't know if it was better to know or not to know
The fact that I now know about it, hurts me
But if I didn't, I'm being too naive
Wasted 4 hours of my life thinking about this stupid thing
Your image is tainted.
All we do is argue these days about stupid things
So frustrating :(

Back to reality

Back to reality
From a vivid dream
A dream that was so real
I enjoyed every moment of it
At times it felt like I was in heaven
Above the cloud
Thinking how did this happen
An amazing happiness
Blood rushed through every inch of my body
Words couldn't describe it

But it was only short while
I wish time would stop at certain moments
I just wanna capture it
And stay in that moment forever

Now it's just memory
That will forever be embedded in my mind

Just a memory..
That I will treasure forever

Now I should wake up
And back to reality