Loving someone you can’t have is never easy
Loving someone you’re not supposed to is never easy
Loving someone you can’t be with is never easy
Loving someone who doesn’t know how much you love them is never easy
Loving someone who doesn’t care about you is never easy
Yet you foolishly put everything down for them
You let go of everything else
You give up what’s important to you
You’re willing to throw everything away
And in the end.. You’re left with nothing but..
Disappointment heartbreak pain and sorrow
It continues to be that way for a very long time
In the end, you keep on hoping and wishing for nothing

You’re not mine
And you were never mine
So what exactly did I lose?
And why does it ripped me open until today?
You don't understand
You don’t get it
You said love is not everything
But.. im dying inside
And theres no going through you
How should I explain this
Why is that every single day I feel like I'm suffocated
With the thoughts of you
How it hasn’t left my mind every single day since that day
I still sincerely wis that we can be friends again
That a day like the past will somehow come again
I don’t want to let you go
I don’t want to ever let you go
I love you once and it will remain that way