Making A Change

Making a change is never easy. To even think about making a change requires a lot of thinking, time, and effort. Currently, I've just decided to change one thing about my life. I never really thought of doing it, but now I've decided. I don't know whether I will succeed or not, coz it requires a lot of strength from deep inside me. To tell you the truth, I'm not a strong person at all. I'm really weak at a lot of things, esp having self-control. It's very hard for me to resist temptation and I easily fall. Well, anyway, I just pray to God to give me strength so I can cope with everything. I know I will have to overcome many obstacles and I know many temptations will come right infront of me. I have fallen many times, but I'm still here walking in the same road, going through the same journey, and trying my best to get up and continue on with this journey of life.

I really hate walking in rocky road, but I'm sure I'm not the only one. I believe everyone goes through tough times in their life, and everyone walks in rocky road. I know I'm not alone. We all have problems.

Well, anyway back to the topic change, I believe no matter how many times people tell you to change, if deep inside you still reject to do so, then it will never happen. Making a change is definitely a big step. Of course, making a change is done in order to achieve a better result. We all want to change our bad habits, we all want to change to be a better person.

For me personally, many people have told me to change this one thing about me. Even I think many of my good friends are tired of me by now. Right now, I don't even bother telling them things anymore, coz they're probably tired of me not changing. Well, you know, some people are just stronger than me and they can change sooner than me. But for me, it takes a longggggg time to change. Actually, take that back. Yes, it does takes a long time for me to change.. but it's even longer for me to even just make the decision to change. But, thank God, now I have decide that. Oh, and also many times, even though I've decided to change, I fell into temptations and took back my decision. Yes, I know it's bad. But as I told you, I'm not that strong. But I'm learning to be. This time I'm pretty serious about the change that I'm making. Hopefully with the strength from God, I can completely make that change, and win from it. AMEN!