I thought it wouldn't come again after what happened
I guess.. I was desperate?
I somehow can't live without love
I look and I search for it
I don't know what I'm going through
But it sure is pain for me
If you knew about it
You would get away from me
Maybe it's a good thing?
I'm not even sure
I know that we are not meant to be
That is until infinity
But somehow I can't let you go
I see you everyday
It somehow makes my life harder?
Thinking so much day and night
I don't even know what to say anymore
I wonder if there's a real solution to this problem
Even if there is, I know it wouldn't be easy
Sometimes I wanna give up with my life
I'm not strong enough to handle it
I'm a weak person and that I know
I do wonder how all these will end.
I just hope that I won't be hurt badly
For now, I'll just let time pass me by
Til whenever it's meant to be
I will let you go..