People keep asking why I do the things I do
Even though I was hurt lotz of times..
I still do the same thing over and over again..
I too wonder why..
Thinking about it..
I came to a conclusion..
I realize that I crave it
I need it
And it feels good
Yes, I know the consequences
It's not easy to face
It can be unpleasant too
I know all that
People don't have to lecture me
It may sound stupid dumb reckless selfish and immature
It's not like I don't think before I take my action
But sometimes I can't control the way I feel about some things
It just happened naturally
I don't know why I'm like this
I don't know why I'm very stubborn
I do admit that I lack of self control
Because all these.. I still do the same thing over and over again
So don't ask anymore..
I'm just one foolish girl
