My life has been really confusing lately..
It seems like I don't know where I'm heading to..
I feel like I'm so lost in direction..
I don't know what I want anymore
Every time I think about the long run future..
I keep arguing with myself..
Having this battle of mind..
Makes me so tired and confused =(
I'm just going with the flow right now..
See where it takes me..
All I know is that I only want one thing right now
The one thing I can never have..
Which depressed me all the time..
I want it badly..
I need it to survive..
I know I have to give it up someday..
But right now is not the time..
Please.. let me out of this confusion!
