Thursday, November 4, 2010

Cannot Let It Go

what do you do when you just somehow cannot let it go?
it's officially 6 months right now..
well.. it hasn't been that long i suppose..
but the feeling is definitely there n getting stronger
too attached too tangled too deep too high too wide just definitely irreversible!
speechless.. clueless and lost..
what the hell am i suppose to do?
dont just say just let it go..
coz u know that letting go is never easy
i hvnt reach that point where i see i must let it go
and i dont know when that will happen..
i've been living in fantasy my whole life
why does the reality sucks a lot?
i dont ask for much at all..
all i want is one thing..
why cant i have it?
is it too mch to ask?
its nobody's fault
i just have such foolish heart and mind..
all i want is you you you you!!!
no one else but you
nothing else but you
i just want you..
my mind revolves around you
when u're not there i can go crazy
i somehow want u to know abt my feeling
but that might be the end of everything
i cant just ruin it like that
but i cant just sit back n live in fantasy
tough tough tough..
u're too perfect to be true
i cant stop admiring you
loving you
adoring you
i just cannot stop!
morning day and night..
all i think abt is u
when i probably mean nothing to u
when my existance doesnt make a sinlge difference in ur life
here's a life of one sided love
i just simply cannot let it go!