im sick of this life!
so sick of it!
it's the end of uni..
but i feel more stress than ever..
what to do with my future?
f it.
cant get a job? does it bother me? NO.
so what bothers me?
THE FACT THAT OTHERS GOT IT WITHOUT EVEN TRYING!
the fact that people will judge me
that im incapable
despite my VERY HARD WORK
that hurts more.
i dont give a damn if i couldnt get a job.. if that happens to everyone.
but no.. it only happens to that one person who tries the most
how i feel life is not fair
nothing is fair.
its time to go away
move away from this crappy world
maybe this is my chance
to start a new life
new friends
new environment
new love
new everything
im sick being here
i wanna get out!
