Why do you exist in my life?

Why do you exist in my life?

You who literally occupies my mind 24/7
You who controls every bit of movement in my life
You who is just super damn glued to my brain
You whom I cannot forget no matter what
You who makes my heart beats 10x faster
You who makes me anxious
You who makes me curious to death
You who gives me the ultimate sadness
You who makes me cry
You who gives me the ultimate happiness
You who makes me smile
You who is literally like a drug to me

Do you know how much you're making me maddddddddddd!
I feel like I am insane at times!
I probably am!
WHY AM I ADDICTED TO YOU?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!!??!
You're not even that great
But why do I adore you so damn much

You give me the ultimate pain of my life
WHY DO U EXIST WITHIN ME?

KL!