I think I must be crazy for keeping these feelings for so long
Such a fool for not being able to let go
Keep thinking why and why
And I can never find an answer to it
I myself don't know why
But it's happening
For so so long
That I prob have forgotten how to live normally
What does a normal day looks like when I don't have to think about you
Or wonder about what you're doing
Or care who you interact with
Or not feel hurt coz of the stupid little things
I've forgotten how to live normally like a normal person
Coz I've been living like a fool for so long
That I don't know how to change
And prob don't even want to change anymore
