When you keep loving the wrong person
You begin to wonder if there's such thing as the right one
And whether it matters anymore
When you never experience what it's like to be loved back
You don't expect it anymore
You just think about giving your all to that one person
It doesn't even matter if they don't love you back
Sometimes it's enough just to know that they're happy
But ofcourse there's always more to what you want
You want to be the person that they can rely on
You want to be the person that can make them happy
You don't expect their love back, but at least..
You'd like to know that you're somewhat special
Better than ordinary friends but less than a lover
I guess somewhere in between is enough
Sometime you just need some acknowledgement
That efforts that have been put in have not gone in vain
But in reality, you just need to put up with the cold truth
And throw away all these expectations
No matter how small you think it is
Coz in the end you'll be the only one that gets hurt
Crush to the ground and suffocate
Coz many things are not meant to be
No mercy is given even when you plead, beg, and cry to the ground
And that's just the cold truth of my life..
