If I say more of the weird stuff..
I'm so scared that you'll be even more creeped out
And avoid me even further than you already have.. :(
But really..
Sometimes..
I just miss you so much
I wish I can fly there and see you right now :(
I wanna talk to you so badly
But I'm scared that you'll ignore me
And I'll just be even more upset
But really..
I miss you so much..
And I don't know what to do..
But :'( sigh
I don't expect you to do more
Or to talk to me more
But at the very least
Let me be upset and don't hate me for it
Don't avoid me coz I'm upset
Coz I can't do anything about it
Just let me express myself
Sometimes I just need to let it out
Coz no one listens anymore..
It comes to a point where I don't know whether this is choice or not anymore
Coz it seems like this is embedded within me already
