I'm honestly scared right now,, really scared of my results :( I can't stop thinking about it. Esp, knowing that next year is gna be much harder.. this is gna be a big challenge for me. I decided to create goals for next year. I wanna achieve something more. I'm gna be 18 soon, I have to grow up and be more mature. I can't lay back, be lazy and slack a lot anymore, I have to be more hard working. Successful people reach their place coz of hard work. Honestly, I don't think I have work hard all these times. I wanna change and I will try my best to change. Here are my goals..
1. Attend all lectures and tutorials, do tute questions, and study!!
2. Spiritually, I wanna read the bible everyday, and finish 1 the whole bible in one year
3. On the other side, I wanna practice piano as much as possible
4. I wanna try lead piano in my ministry
I think for next year, I wanna focus on those aspects first. I think they are the most important things for me now. I hope I can achieve this goal. And God,, pleasee.. let me pass all my unitsss >.<