My Current Life

So it's holiday now.. suppose to be a good time where I can enjoy life.. well it has been quite alright, I'm still worried about my result :( Idon't know what to expect any more. I don't wanna think about the worst, but it's always on my mind. Well other than this, I'm starting to take jazz piano lesson, which I'm really excited abouttt!! =) jazz is.. my passion.. well I mean.. I'm not good at it or whatever, but whenever I hear someone playing jazz music.. there's this adrenalin rush through my blood. There's this certain excitement within me, I'm just so in love with jazz music. It's one of the thing that I love so much. Although until now I still can't play jazz, but I'd love to do so. That's why I'm taking all this lesson, coz I know I'm not one of those people who are talented in music or whatsoever, I need someone to guide me through. I'm not a self-learner either. I tend to like instruction given to me rather than trying it myself.

If one day I can play jazz like a pro.. that literally means a dream come true. It has been my dream recently, and I still don't know whether I can achieve it or not, but hopefully I will. And I will try to practice hard to be able to achieve that. For those who always doubt me or criticize how bad I am.. although they didn't say it, but I know, I will prove to them that I can do it!