Sydney Perth Sydney Perth Sydney Perth ?!?!!?!??!
SIGHHH.. I honestly HATE making decisions.
And I always don't know what I want which makes it even harder
I think the last major decision I made was doing Actuarial or Architecture
Which I think was stupid for even considering archi.. =.=
Anyway.. This is even a more life changing thing.
Hmm..What I hope.. Rather than considering master in perth or syd.. The best solution is get a job in Melb!! hhaha.. Found this PERFECT job advertised but then.. I really don't know if I can get it or not.
Graduate Role
Risk Analyst
GE - good company
60k plus i think
Melbourne
= DREAM JOB
Well not dream job, but it's what I want. Anyway.. that's just the really uncertain solution. And a miracle if it really come true. On the other side.. sydney or perth. Let see why I wanna move and why I don't
SYDNEY:
- after consulting with many people, they said I should move. Hm.. When I think about it.. Yes.. In the long term it's probably better.. Great Uni.. New life.. But the downside. It's expensive there! rent etc.. its crazy. I honestly feel really bad for my parents. I could tell that they want me to stay in Perth. I mean I could save 10k plus a year if I stay in Perth. But anyway.. thoughts of mine. I'm scared the uni is really hard that I'm going to struggle a lot coz I've been very dependent with my friends. But maybe I'll try harder. New life.. new love? I don't know. I think I can get over that person if I move. And prob find someone else? dunno. I'm scared of change.. finding new friends won't be easy. I'm scared to be lonely there =s
PERTH:
- Well.. Good thing is I could save a lot of money by staying in Perth. Everything is pretty much there for me. Nothing to worry. I'm so used to with everything. I have everything there! Have all my friends too. Curtin is easier.. Still got friends there. And I could study with that person. I don't know if this is a good or bad thing. I might suffer even more. But I don't know. I think it's not good for the long run. But then.. it's tempting after all. Hm.. UWA is not that bad. But I don't know.. It doesn't really appeal to me. Plus I can prob learn to drive find a good casual job.
I don't know if it's that bad staying in Perth. Why does everyone wanna move to a bigger city? I mean.. That has obviously come across my mind.. Hence why I even considered Sydney. But when I think about it again. I really love my comfort zone. Really love it. At some point, I sort of made a decision that I Should stay in Perth. But now after talking to that person who advice me to move, I'm re-thinking everything again! Wanting to be independent? Lots of people want that. Then I think to myself. Why do I not want to move? Oh I forgot.. I have been independent for years! Yes.. staying in perth and moving to syd is the same. Maybe at this point my heart still wants to stay in perth. But what made me waver is the fact that everyone said it's better to move and I know the reason why. I know it's better. But i still feel a bit reluctant about it. I like my life. Well not always. But it's not bad. IM STIL CONFUSED AFTER ALL. Talking to many ppl even made me more confused! I really can't decide. Why can't the perfect solution come true? That's the only thing I can think abt!!!
