I don't know where to start,
But at the moment, I'm scared of life
I'm scared of reality
I'm scared of the world I live in..
Never knew the world is quite scary..
Everything is unexpected
Everything is a blur
The path is unclear
Nothing is fair
Efforts put in are in vain
Today, once again for the numerous time..
I feel the unfairness of life
Things that I just cannot understand
Completely out of my mind
No matter how much I think
It's too hard to comprehend
Why? Why? Why?
Why do my efforts seems to be useless?
Why do people who put less effort than me got it?
Why don't I get it?
Why?
They got it so easily
I tried so hard
I put my 110% effort into it
I've waited for so long
I've prayed
I've done everything I could
BUT WHY
Others got it
And I don't?
It doesn't make sense
My head hurts
My heart aches
I just don't understand................
