You told me to cheer up.. I was happy
Then you still didnt say anything the whole day
I thought that's okay, what you said this morning has erased my sorrow
Then the night comes.......
And you hurt me once again..
I know that you don't realise it at all
I know that I'm being petty and childish
But what should I do.. I really cannot control how I feel
If the things you do make me very upset
What did I do so wrong to deserve this punishment?
This torture is killing me
Why do I have to cry everyday?
It's so tiring
So how the hell am I supposed to cheer up..
When you keep hurting me with the little thing you do or don't do?
And why do I keep posting status updates?
Coz I actually want you to know how I feel..
How important you are to me..
But I can't make it too obvious
Coz I'm scared you'll be creeped out and back away :(
Which is my greatest fear..