If anyone has ever been in this position, they would know the pain that i'm going through, the sadness that fills my heart, the deep longing i have inside within me. How painful it is, to long for you everyday, but I can never get to you.
I crave your attention everyday, I wanna be that person that you trust, that you can talk to anytime, the first person you want to talk to about everything, just your bestfriend.
I tried so hard to be close to you. I tried my hardest, I give up all my time just for you and only you. Just to wish I would get a slight part of you in return.
But you hurt me every single time, with your carelessness. The way you ignore me every single time. When every word from you, even a full stop or exclamation mark means something to me.
I know that it's impossible for us to be together, and i'm not asking you to be mine. I just want to be there for you anytime. But you never acknowledge my existence within your life. If you can slightly acknowledge that i'm somewhat important.. Maybe it's just a dream.
The shedding tears, aching heart, frustration, i just want to end it all. But why must you be so perfect that i can't stop loving you? Everytime i look at you, i would just be in awe.. Thinking why are u so perfect.. And i dont have any reason to stop this admiration.
No one else can compare. And you're just too perfect to even let go. Even if i were to move on, you will forever have a spot inside, coz you left a big mark there that I can never erase.
