To lose that friendship
That barely exist these days
But at least dont make me lose whats left
Im so scared to interrupt you
Im so scared to say hello
It seems like you dont have the time..
Im so scared that u'll hate me
Im just so scared to lose what remains..
Ive lost enough.. Dont make me lose more..
But what should i do?
When the pain is just so great
I wanna talk to u so badly
I wanna know how u going
I wanna know everything
I just want it so badly
Even when i try to convince myself that i dont
Tears would just flow unwillingly
I really dont know what to do
How to not feel miserable
How to not be depressed
I dont know anymore
Whatever i do seems wrong
