And so be it..
I am sick and tired of trying
Trying so hard to grab your attention
Trying so hard to push myself into your life
When in the end, you can't even value my good intentions
You can't see the good in me
You can't value me as a friend
You just simply don't need me in your life
And this one sided force is like driving me insane
I am just so tired of this lifestyle
That maybe it's time to stop
I should stop and I will stop
Although it hurts so much to write this
But I think it's enough
You have hurt me so deeply
And constantly hurting me
And taking all my good intentions for granted
I don't think I can deal with it any longer
Coz it's hurting me beyond what you can imagine
It's disturbing my life
I really don't know why I keep on trying or even bother to try
When obviously you don't and won't appreciate it
And so, I should stop today.
