It gets up to a point, where I'm too scared to go home
I'm scared that I'll cry again
I'm scared that I'll think about you again
I'm scared that I'll miss you again
I'm scared that I'll get disappointed again
I'm scared that I'll get hurt once again
It honestly is very painful in and out
I hope it doesn't get to a point where I'm scared of living
Because it's just so unbearable at times
And you don't like it when I express things
So how am I suppose to live?
I can't say anything out
Everytime we talk, I end up saying the wrong message
And it just keeps on hurting
Coz you don't understand
And you keep hurting me
I'm giving up on keeping things the way it was
It's way too late
Everything changed already
The more I try
The more I'm getting hurt
