Just did econ essay, it was alright I guess, well I don't know if what I did was right or not, but I studied for it, so now I'm just depending on God. Got many more things to do before the week break, I'm kinda exhausted with all these workloads. Nothing seems to be interesting in my life right now, kinda boring I guess. Haiz.. This weekend, I think I might lock myself and do my report. Better get it done and finish before monday! I'm not in the mood of doing anything.
Aside from this, I was wondering.. whether I should talk to 'you' asking if you're mad at me. I don't know if that's going to be a wise decision or not. My heart says to do it, but my mind says don't do it. I think I might postpone this. But I really wonder how long will this be? Will we not talk forever? I hope not. I still wanna be friends with you. Things are very awkward now.. I'm confused.
If I talk to you.. will things go back like before? and everything seems fine? I don't think so, but it still is possible. I wanna know your response, why you are acting the way you are now. I really wanna know. But I'm not brave enough to ask you. I'm really scared. haizzz..
