- They're boring!
- Im always sleepy listening to them
- coz its boring n sleepy my brain is never there..
- therefore.. no point of me going, coz nothing goes into my brain
- plus we hv lecture notes that we can read at home
So the point is, whether I go or not go, nothing changed, so it's best if I don't go. I mean I tried going to lectures for a whole semester n stuff, and it didn't work out. Plus most of them are like 8am! I rather have my beauty sleep.
Anyway, on top of this, I really hate 1 of my unit. I struggle with this unit since last semester, but thanks to all my friends, I can survive the unit last sem. So this unit is basically all about calc. I'm just so lost, I don't know what the lecturer are talking about, what the contents are, and how to do the questions. Thankfully, this unit is not the core unit.. BUT.. I just checked last night, and for the next 2 years, most of the unit I'll learn is based on this unit =.= !!!! So the point is.. I better get it or not I'll struggle for the nxt 2 years!
I feel like giving up on this. I don't know if I'm destined to be an actuary.. I really don't know, sometimes I wanna change course, but I don't want to as well. Well first, it's such a waste of time, second, I already enjoyed it, I have lovely friends now whom I don't want to leave.
I kinda want a tutor to explain to me step by step about this unit.. I was thinking to ask the lecturer, but she might be pissed if I ask her to explain the unit from the beginning of the sem! I'm in a dilemma!!
