Saturday, September 12, 2009

I miss you

I thought I could let you go
But maybe I'm wrong
I still think about you every now and then
I tried my best to ignore my thoughts
Everywhere I go, everything reminds me of you
Whatever I do, the memory keeps coming back
I really dont know what to do

I saw you today
I didn't want to see you
I was avoiding you the whole time
I think you did as well

We didn't say a word
Though you were next to me

I don't know what happened
Maybe I've hurt you
I'm sorry if I did

My heart beats faster when you were near
I tried to avoid the feeling
I tried to think about something else
I tried to ignore you
It seems successful
But my heart wonders inside

I want to know what you're thinking now
Why things ended like this
I want to turn back time
Where I was happy

I miss you every single day
I miss talking to you
I miss listening to anything you wanted to say
I miss everything about you

All I wanted was to be your friend
Just friend that's all
Maybe I did go a bit too far
I'm sorry I can't control myself

I'm lost and confused
I want things to be like before
Where everything seems good
Please talk to me
I miss you so much