Tuesday, May 20, 2014

fucked up

How do you know if you're fucked up?

When tears would just flow everyday.. Sometimes knowing the reason sometimes not
When there is nothing else in ur mind other that one damn person
When you can't focus on anything else
When life feels so meaningless
When you feel so hollow inside that you wanna throw up
When you know that you mean nothing to that person
When that person thinks nothing of you even though you have given everything
When you're willling to give up your life for someone who doesn'y even care about you
When no one else understands how it feels, and thinks that you're just so stupid for not letting it go, and thinks that its probably so easy to go through it.
Maybe only when I'm gone, I will be somewhat significant. Does it have to be in that extent?

CANT I JUST BE SOMEWHAT SIGNIFICANT TO YOU!??!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
STOP DRIVING ME CRAZY.