As the day goes by..
I found myself staring at the screen..
Knowing that you will not talk to me..
But why are you constantly online?
Wondering who you could be talking to
And what you're talking about
Wishing that you would say something to me
As usual, it's just an empty hope
I kept thinking..
What do I actually want
Why do I keep hoping
I really don't know
Next thing I know..
Tears just fall non stop
Don't know how to stop them
And I just feel tired
The cycle repeats everyday
I know that i'm being such a fool
But i really don't know a way out
Half my mind is contradicting what I'm doing
But the stubborn me just somehow holds through it..