Like really..
I'm not asking you to love me
I'm not asking you to be mine
I really am not
I just wanna be that friend
That's close enough to you
Someone you would talk to everyday
Someone you would share your feelings.. your thoughts
You don't need to ask me how I am.. Not that you ever do
Just please.......... acknowledge me
Let me know that I exist within your life..
Don't make me this insignificant hopeless person
Who has given up everything
Just to know it's for nothing
Can't I just be at least that?
Like those people you're close with
Those people I envy so much
Why is it so hard to be a part of you
Why :(
I feel so pathetic that I can't even be the least of what I can be :s
Is my fear really blocking this friendship?
I'm afraid that if I do more it will cross the friendship border line
So I stop. But................................ sigh :(