Neither dead nor alive
Neither loved nor hated
I'm just always in between
Not knowing exactly where I am
Sometimes in pain sometimes in cloud nine
Neither this nor that
Maybe it's better to be dead after all
At least you feel the pain once
You're hurt once and for all
And then it's all gone
Rather than being kept alive
You're hurt then you're happy then you're hurt again
Again and again
Wishing that you're sometimes just be dead rather than constantly feeling the pain
But then who wants to be dead?
You will try to survive no matter what
Even though death could be better for you
Surviving is loving you
Death is letting you go.
