So......... the whole world tells me to move on.. to start lessen things a bit... and so on....... I know.. I know those people care for me. And I know.. you would say the same thing as well. But really.. I know I'm stubborn, and I will continue to be stubborn. I know I know. But right now nothing will change my mind. Even if the whole world is against it. Let me just be me. Is liking you really a sin? Is it really that forbidden that the world is against it?! I'm not even doing anything bad to you. Sigh..

Another thought.. of why I would really spend a fortune on you. Even giving my whole wealth is really ok. Because.. There is just nothing that I absolutely can do for you. I can't be there for you, even if I'm there.. you wouldn't even be looking for me, instead you would turn to your other friends. You would never seek advice from me.. I can't even give what my thoughts are.. coz you would never ask. I can't be that person who can cheer you up when you're sad. My words prob won't mean a thing anyway. This is what I really mean by insignificant.. I'm not sure whats your thoughts on it. But it really is what I think. I'm just completely nothing. And I can do nothing. And there is nothing to do to change that. No matter what I do.. It's just either gonna make things worse or stay the same. So really.. If the only thing that I can do is giving you things that makes you happy. Then let it be. Coz that's the only one thing. But of course. No one understands. They think its stupid. Maybe it is after all.