Just....... cannot process it......
You said I should lower my expectation?
And when did my expectation become so high?
Because I was there!
Because it happened before!
And it was possible!
But I don't know where it all went
And how things just changed
You used to say little things in the group chat
Regardless you're busy or not
At least you would say it
Now you're just making excuses that you're busy
You were always busy
But before you would still say something!
Those one word you usually made my day
And that was enough
Now there's no more of it
And I become frustrated
Then I don't know what's the reality
So I keep on guessing
Trying to figure out
Who you talking to
WHY IS OTHER GROUP CHAT SO FUCKING ACTIVE!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I cannot help but to be jealous
ITS SO FRUSTRATING
COZ I HAD IT BEFORE
I HAD IT
IT WAS THERE
IT HAPPENED
NOW ITS ALL GONE
