You know what drives me crazy?
Ok fine.. I called.. you took your bloody time to reply..
Fine.. thats fine.. I can deal with it
Then you replied.. then it'll take you another hour to reply again..
And I'll be like ok that's fine too.. at least you still replied
Maybe you're busy..
Then you became online every 2 minutes..
Ignoring my messages..
And I'll be like.. Ok maybee.. you're cheking your msgs
Then I waited patiently.. maybee you'll reply later
Even an ok.. or.. yep.. or anything a one word is ok..
You still acknowledge my msgs..
But nop.. you decided to just leave it there..
And sometimes I'll be like fine whatever.....
Then here comes the worst part..
You became online again.. every like 2 minutes again
And your friends become online as well
Then you talk to them for hours..
Ignoring my stupid msgs.. Of course.. mine is never important anyway.
Then next day passed by
With you CONSTANTLY.. and when I say constantly I mean it..
BLOODY ONLINE TALKING TO THEM
AND STILL IGNORING ME.
You see.. I can deal with you ignoring me
But when I know you ignored me while actively talking to them
THATS WHAT I CANT STAND THE MOST.
Sigh............. ITS JUST SO FRUSTRATING!
Like I wish you could appreciate me for a bit
My time my thoughts
On average it took me half an hour to one hour to say hello
I planned out all the things I wanna talk about first
In case we ran out of topic
And then it took me another half an hour to gather up the courage to say hello
I'm too scared that I'll be interrupting you
I took into account the time you'll be home and not out
I literally calculated everything.. the best timing, topic, etc
Then usually.. the plan is just ruined..
Coz... of your ignorance.
How can I not be frustrated?
