I don't know why I keep torturing myself
Reading old convos.......
Haizzzzzzzz..........
It's literally torturing me..
Wishing that things can go back to the way it was
Wishing that you would talk to me more often
ARGHHHHHHHH JUDEEEEEE WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP.
Why do I refuse to accept the truth
To let things go instead of dwelling in it...
I know.. I know what's right and what's wrong
But stilllllllll......... it's so hard to accept
It's so hard to let go.................
It aches so much
It's so painful :(
I hate it..................
What can I do to make it go back to the way it was?
Is it really impossible already?
Is it?
Tell me :(
But I don't wanna hear it if it is....................
