I guess.. I'm just a nobody these days
You're too busy
You've got everything you need
You've got enough friends
And there's probably no more space for me in your life
Like.. often it feels like I'm pushed away
And it hurts so much everytime I realised that
Like I wish I can be slightly important
I wish you could need me for something
Sigh I don't know anymore..
There's nothing much that keeps us going
But somehow I still can't let go
And I don't want to let go
You're honestly just the one and only one I want to like
I want to love
I want to give everything to
And there's absolutely nothing else that I want this bad in this world
As time goes by, the more I see that it's just too impossible to turn back the situation
Just how I regret it so much
Why did I never learn that telling the truth always brings no good?!
Why was I so stupid
Never learned from my lesson
Keep repeating them
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO STUPIDDDDDDDDDDD! =(
Sigh.... I crave your attention so much
But I don't know what I should talk about with u =(
I don't want to interupt your busy life
But we're drifting apart
At least before the group convo kept us going,
Or even those games
Or even the little things you would say
Or the times when we used to study together
And when you would invite me to trips.
Now.. it's all gone..
There's no more of it.. and what's left is just a miserable me.
