Sometimes it's really confusing as to what to do..
I'm here.. wanting to talk so much..
But I'm scared that I'll bother your busy life
I'm scared that I'll annoy you..
So I hold it back..
That's why it upsets me so much when you're constantly online
Coz I wanna talk to you so badly
But your friends can talk to you for granted
While I'm just.. staring at the screen..
I miss you so much :(
And it seems like there's nothing more I can do
I feel like if I push it more, I will lose you
And that's my biggest fear
So maybe just being miserable like this is the only way
At least you don't completely dislike me..
At least I hope not..
When will there be a day without tears.. sigh
