Jealousy. Hope. Wish. Expectations.
They're all life destroyer..
That one word you wrote..
Hurts me so much..
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
How to not feel?
Really.. how...............
Why won't I snap out of it?
I know I know I know..............
How to be that person?
I just cant
I can never be good enough
Or special enough..
No matter what....
And it kills me so much
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............
Tell me how :(