I know that you prob hate it when I post status updates
But at times I wish you'd know the pain I'm going through
How hard it is to live day by day
Just to tell myself not to cry
Coz it gets too much at times
I just need to know that you still care
Or that I have not completely disappeared from your life
Coz as the day goes by, it seems that I'm fading away
And that's what hurts the most
And the more I try to push myself into your life
The more I feel so pathetic and hurt
I want to be inside, but I'm not invited
I want to care, but I'm not wanted
Am I really that bad? :(
