Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Tell me..

Even if I were to say it, I wouldn't know where to start
There's too many things to say
Things that's been pounding up for so long
I don't know if I could express them anymore
Did I make a mistake again?
It feels like I did

Sigh.. Who am I to ask so much of you anyway
Sorry.. I should have known better
I thought what I wanted was simple
You know.. Just.. A good friend..
But as times goes by it feels like I will never reach it
And if you don't want me to be one, then how could I?

At the very least tell me who am I to you
Was I ever a good enough friend to you?
Or was it all my delusions?
Tell me if things will just stay like this
If I'm just going to keep getting hurt
If it's ever possible to go back to the way it was
Tell me....